Then something happened …..
Always had what i wanted right from childhood
Joker by nature, careless jerk the nickname, selfish was my aka
but the best i had happiness the end result.
Then something happened …..
Things started to crumble ..
Family divided ..
Unbalanced emotional torture ..
i was lost in this transit.
Thought to take decision of my own,
to create a world of my own ,
with ethics , faithfulness
and
for the first time in my life
focussed on emotion than material.
But nothing worked out
Left alone
cried for the first time and everytime
anger the residue of my situations consumed me and my life
Friends huh
gave company for alcohol
to them i was just a LOL
searching for peace outside
something was biting, blaming and burning me from inside
Everyone told me its my karma
you getting back what you had done
Listened to every moron for what to do
how to do and without asking why to do i just did
to fail again
Then again something happened ….
Emotions vanished
attachments detached
focus was on material again
and
best part is that i got happiness as the end result
Now world has a new advice to me
why you do this
why cant i live a life
you should enjoy
meet people laugh loud
meet a girl befriend her spend time with her
love is magical
I smile and think
BULLSHIT
Am happy the way i am
why to be a part of a curse
why to be a part of a group of jerks
why to destroy other’s life
why to mess up
why to cry when i have potential to be happy in my own way
Loneliness is the best friend you can always have
it teaches you to know yourself and take care of yourself
TODAY i dont know how to define myself
but
I AM FREE
